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Allah’s everyday gift for me – 070610

I read this in Athina Ardhyanto’s House, “ If you love somebody, show it”. And I really agree and want to do that! Thanks for letting me stay in your house by the way!

Today I played many sports. First badminton, then volley ball. I remember my ‘bone’ doctor a few months ago had said, “Jangan main voli dulu.” I am so so glad it’s over and I get to do what I love. Is a greater power followed by greater responsibility? I now have better ability in walking, so now my responsibility to take care of it is greater too? I guess so. ‘Ketika tangan kaki bicara’. Lagunya Almarhum Chrisye. One day what we have done by our hands and feet are going to be asked. That’s justice. But I am so pessimistic that I have done enough to save my self for what I’ve done. ‘What I’ve Done’ is Linkin Park’s song. Yeah, it has the same message, that we will get what we deserve.

Kesal! Kesal sekali! Sudah bertahun-tahun saya menghadapi masalah KECIL ini. Malu untuk diungkapkan, namun ini adalah masalah yang rata-rata orang bingungkan. Yah apakah itu? Yah masalah lawan jenis. Mereka menyebalkan (orang tertentu, pada saat tertentu, pada tempat tertentu, dan tertentu-tertentu lainnya). Aku kesal karena hal ini seperti masalah klasik yang akan terus bergulir dan bergulir. Mengapa saya harus berepot-repot dipusingkan oleh masalah ini? Bukan menganggapnya sepele, namun ini bukanlah yang harusnya dipersulit. Tapi kenyataanya, hal ini mempersulitku. Kurasa kubutuh masalah. Aku butuh masalah. Masalah yang cukup besar untuk menguras otak dan pikiran untuk  beralih sejenak atau malah lama.

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This entry was posted on June 19, 2010 by in Uncategorized.
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